Fic: Possession (F/Vic. F/K) 12A/PG-13

[ailaois.livejournal.com]

Title: Possession
Pairing: Fraser/Victoria, Fraser/RayK
Rating: Uh, I'd say 12A in the UK, so PG-13.
Warnings: Blatant dislike of Victoria. Sexual situation, both het and slash, nothing graphic.

This is my first dueSouth fic. Plus, oddly, my first slash. It hasn't been beta'd, so any heinous mistakes are my own. I personally hate songfics, but I watched <<Victoria's Secret, Part One>> last night and am now hooked on Sarah McLachlan's Possession. Put it this way, if you're that fussed, just miss out the first paragraph :) If I've done anything wrong in my posting, please A) Shout! and B) Take pity, it's my first time!

Possession, by Ailaois.

Nothing stands between us here,
And I won't be denied.

And I would be the one to hold you down,
Kiss you so hard.
I'll take your breath away.
And after, I'd wipe away the tears.
Just close your eyes, dear.

I'll hold you down,
Kiss you so hard.
I'll take your breath away.
And after, I'd wipe away the tears.
Just close your eyes.

Possession - Sarah McLachlan

Victoria grasped onto Fraser’s t-shirt as if it were a lifeline; the last thing in the world that could keep her connected to him. Her fingers curled around the handfuls of fabric as the tears fell.

Ray stood in front of Benton. Slowly raising a hand, he let his fingertips run down the Mountie’s chest. As he reached the t-shirt’s hem, Ray gently slipped his hands under the fabric.

Quick, staccato breathing filled the room. The urgency in their kissing was tangible. Victoria moved her hands down so that they were keeping Fraser as close as possible. So his body was flush with hers.

There was nothing but silence. Benton stood perfectly still as Ray pulled the white t-shirt up above his head. He stood there, in front of Ray, shirtless and breathing deeply. Leaning in, the blond brushed his lips against the taller man’s cheek; lips; jaw; neck; collarbone; chest. Benton wrapped his arms around Ray’s shoulders, gently pulling the other man closer.

As they made their way across the room, Victoria gently pushing him, Fraser’s legs came into contact with the edge of the bed. Buckling slightly, he let the two of them fall backwards. Looking up, Fraser met Victoria’s unwavering gaze.

Benton lowered his head down to the crook between Ray’s shoulder and neck. Rubbing his cheek against the short spiky hair, he placed his hand in the centre of Ray’s back and, taking a step back, coaxed the other man forward. As they reached the bed, Benton let go and slowly sat down. Following his lead, Ray sat inches away. Turning his head, he met blue eyes staring back at him.

Both fully clothed, they contended with simply being as close as possible. Victoria’s hand met Fraser’s own. He pulled her closer to him, kissing her fingertips, then allowing his tongue to run along the underside of her ring finger. She let her fingers be sucked into his mouth. A shiver passed through both of them, and as Victoria drew her hand back, Fraser closed his eyes. Smiling slightly, she balanced her weight on his hips and held Fraser’s wrists above his head. As she looked down, he went to move his arms, to embrace her – her grip tightened.

After simply looking, communicating without any need for words, for what seemed like seconds but was probably closer to a minute, Benton raised his body slightly and moved to lean across Ray. His hand went up to cup the other man’s cheek, and he drew him into a kiss, briefly closing his eyes to savour the moment. Lips to lips, nose to cheek, fingers tangling themselves in already dishevelled hair. As he opened his eyes, Ray looked back at him under half closed lids. Pressing their foreheads together, they let each other’s hands roam through hair, over shoulders, around chests, against backs. Benton rubbed his temple against Ray’s own, happy just for contact. Lowering Ray so that he was lying on the bed, Benton held the other man’s hand, placing a kiss in the centre of his palm before holding it against his face. Wrapping his legs around his torso, Ray threw the Mountie off balance and rolled on top of him. Working with Ray’s momentum, Benton simply continued rolling until he was looking down at him again. A smile quirked the edges of Ray’s lips.

Wanting. Needing. Desiring. Powerful. Coveting. Fast. Scrabbling. Hard. Demanding. Craving. Groping. Claiming. Racing. Desperation. Achieving. Clutching. Collapsing.

Gratification.

Filling a void.

Nervous. Inquisitive. Gentle. Cautiously. Softly. Slowly. Carefully. Brushing. Feeling. Kissing. Whispering. Reassuring. Stretching. Relaxing. Encircling. Protective. Tender. Warm. Caring. Exploring. Confident. Enveloping. Worshipping. Joining. Uniting. Revelling. Enjoying. Encouraging. Hurrying. Flying. Falling. Crashing. Still. Calm. Holding. Strong. Comforting. Safe. Entwined. Floating. Breathing. Respecting. Bonding. Drifting. Sleeping.

Changing it all.

Learning to breathe again.

Victoria felt a cool breeze pass over her body. Looking beyond the sleeping form lying next to her, she noticed the open window. Picking up the discarded pea coat, she wrapped herself tightly in the fabric and got out of bed. Walking across the room, she heard the sound of claws on floorboards – Diefenbaker detecting movement within from outside the room. Reaching out, Victoria carefully removed the block from under the pane and lowered the window, shutting out the cold air.

Ray shivered as an icy gust of wind blew through the room. The window. Not wanting to disturb Benton sleeping next to him, he curled up under the covers, sliding closer to the curved form behind him. Skin against skin; heat passed from Benton to Ray. Dief's head raised as he sensed Ray moving up on the bed. Content that nothing was amiss, the wolf rested his head on Ray's boots and went back to sleep. As Ray began to warm, his eyes began to close. The last thing he remembered was an arm protectively curling around his waist, the hand resting gently over his chest.

I’m cold.

I love you.

Comments

[(Anonymous)]

Oh, oh. SO cool. Just. Yes. Experimental format is the best thing EVER. And I don't think your dislike for Victoria is all that blatant. :)

*cheers* More more! Keep writing more!

[mondschein1.livejournal.com]

Arrgh. Stupid LJ. That was me. *points up*

[ailaois.livejournal.com]

lol - no worries, I do that a lot :)

I'm glad you like the format. I wanted to show the differences in the relationships, but didn't want to do a "Those two did this then these two did that" thing. I was just worried it would end up a bit muddled.

Thanks for reviewing. I'll endeavour to write more, this time with actual dialogue! :)